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The family of Victoria Soto, the 27-year-old teacher who was killed while protecting her students during the Sandy Hook shooting, is outraged by a new video game that allows you to re-enact the massacre as gunman Adam Lanza.

“The Slaying of Sandy Hook Elementary,” which directs players to storm virtual classrooms with an AR-15 assault riffle, kill their mother and display a kill ratio at the end, was released less than a month before the one year anniversary of the shooting. The National Review reports that the game gives players, “an 11 minute time-limit to kick in classroom and bathroom doors and slaughter students and teachers as they flee or cower on the ground.”

Donna Soto, the mother of Victoria, is calling on the site’s developer to ban the controversial game.

“It’s absolutely disgusting that somebody thinks this is funny,” Soto told Hearst Connecticut Newspapers Tuesday. “We’re all suffering. All…

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Being Forced Into Something

Posted by uhohhavana01 on November 19, 2013

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No matter what’s being forced on you, it sucks. It hurts. You just want to sulk in your pity until there’s none left to sulk in..

I was being forced into abortion by my boyfriend. He wasn’t taking no for an answer. His reasoning was, “I’m only 20. I’m not ready for a child yet. I’m not ready to grow up.”

He threatened suicide if I didn’t abort it, because his future was as well as gone if I had the kid anyhow.
He came over last night and spoke to my mother about it. They convinced me after pools of tears to get an abortion this Wednesday(tomorrow).

So I woke up this morning, sick from crying, sick from eating my sorrows the night before, sick of living.

Why did I feel so terrible?

Well, after looking up how others felt about their abortions, I felt that I might as well just give up. That life would be useless after getting an abortion. That the pain, the feelings, would never go away:

http://www.abortionrecovery.org/Default.aspx?tabid=311

After reading this, I felt that nothing in life would ever matter more to me than the death of that unborn child, not even 2 months born into my stomach yet.

This morning I received the wonderful news that my boyfriend is giving me the chance, per recommendation of his mother, to get a job so that his income isn’t the only one to support the child.

I feel a lot better, but still believe that I’m being set up for failure.

I might never get out of this slump. But, I’m trying to have as much faith as I can in the situation.

The “Oh, shit. I need to start blogging again” Blog. (Oh, admit it, we’ve all had it at least once)

Posted by uhohhavana01 on November 18, 2013

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Everything You Be[lie]ve

So some people like to be all cutesy and say “Oh, well I’m back from my vaca!! >.<“

But let’s not pretend.

We all know what happened. Each and Every One of Us.

It’s that thing that gets in our way, yet at the same time we need it to thrive as bloggers – Life. Cause without getting out there and living, what could we talk about?

So I’m not gonna be all cutesy. I’m going to treat you like adults, because honestly, if you aren’t adults you probably shouldn’t be reading this. I don’t use particularly PG language.

Oh god, should I have a parental advisory on my blog. I mean… what’s a few F-bombs when it’s merely emphasizing the truth… right?

… I’m sure I’ll get back to that topic eventually. Perhaps a future blog (ooh, look at my holding myself accountable!): “Parental advisory?!? Where is the line?”…

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